I’m sorry for not posting sooner, but after you read this post, I hope you will understand.
The day after leaving the warming station as I commented in my last post, a medical problem that I believe I mentioned earlier became rather urgent so I went to the emergency room and as I was homeless and not able to give proper aftercare for the procedure needed, I was admitted to the hospital for 5 days. I had kept my type 2 diabetes under control for the past year without insulin or any other sort of drugs, but with the stress of living in such close quarters at the warming station, the loss of what little money I had at the time to another person that would use me so badly while knowing about both of my health problems and the fact that the two very popular social media personalities that make their platform about how they care so much for the ‘older queer/gay/trans’ community and one of them was homeless before making it big on TikTok and then YouTube and OnlyFans fell through on their promises of help, I just haven’t had the mental energy to come back here and try to put into words just how heartbroken and lost I feel right now.
I’m in the process of contacting two OTHER social media personalities that also gave a positive and helpful response to my story and this site that I had sadly left on the back-burner because of all the things that have been going on since I last spoke with them.
My 48th birthday will fall on Easter Sunday this year. No one ever really celebrates my birthday, not even me, but because of the overshadowing of the big holiday this year, it seems even less likely that anyone will think of me. With my current health problems, and the lack of resources to buy the kind of food I need to keep myself in any sort of good health, I’m really not sure if I’ll make it to see this birthday.
I’m making this post to let everyone know that I’m asking these two personalities that actually do seem to care, to pick up my torch and hopefully make something good come from this, because I am very afraid that if something drastic doesn’t happen in the next two weeks, I will be just another statistic in both the LGBTQIA+ community and the homeless community. I hope that some good can come from this, but I’m not holding my breath.
