Put it to music
It took me a while to find a decent recording of it and get it cleaned up, but I finally did. This is a song that has been like an anthem for me for a long time. It’s sad, but that’s fitting all things considered.
Back at it…
My birthday came and went without much ado. It really sucks when your birthday is the same day as a major holiday. The best way I could describe the feeling is this: Imagine you plan an event, like a wedding, and have everything perfect, but someone else wanted to use…
Easter Miracle?
I went on offerup to look for a new phone charger to replace the one that was stolen at the warming station and came across a listing for a gaming laptop I would practically KILL for (not really of course, so stop adding me to any of those lists). I’ve…
Birthday!!
My birthday falls on Easter Sunday this year and I usually attend morning services at some church, but I haven’t been able to take a shower in a month and washing off outside in this weather is a good way to get pneumonia, so I don’t know if I’ll go…
Very quick update
I have 7 minutes of online and electricity time remaining today so I have to be very brief. Since my phone was damaged and doesn’t charge properly, I don’t even have enough power on it to be able to connect and chat with people the way I usually do at…
Thursday evening blahs.
I’m still here. Had several people say they would try to help me out when they got paid on Thursday. It’s 6:30pm Eastern now and still no word from anyone. And still no word from those big influencers I called out. I’m just not even enough to hit on their…
TikTok
Well, I decided enough was enough. I just made the first of several TikTok videos I intend to do over the next couple of days to see if I can get enough views to make a difference. Links are in the LinkTr.ee. I spent months and weeks trying to be…
Another update…
Just wanted to give a sign-off for the day before I leave. Since my phone is broken and will not charge properly, I won’t have enough power to go all night so I’ll see you when I see you… maybe.
Why bother?
After that harrowing night, I figure I could at least get online and play a game or two to try to achieve some kind of happiness. Not when your sub ran out overnight. The one fucking thing I have that lets me escape the hell that my life really is…
I survived
It’s morning and I’m still here. Kinda wish I wasn’t. It’s just one more day of watching people far better off than I am living their best lives all while growing their empire on the claims that they care about people like me. Fuck this world. I really do wish…
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